I seriously cannot contain myself anymore. I will probably jinxes this whole thing but I don’t care because I need to get it off my chest. Okay those out there who has ever felt like their heart was falling out of their chest because of a certain someone. Oh and before I get any farther, I an sorry for those older people who have stumbled upon this post. ANYWAYS, so I was partnered up in a group with this one guy who I barely talk to. I MEAN THIS LIKE, I’ve spoken words, maybe a very short phrase to this guy once or twice. And I’ve never had any interest in him at all for all of high school until now. I probably sound super creepy right now but I swear it is not as bad as you would think. When we were assigned into these groups I thought that he would be the funny, loud one as usual and not pay attention. To my surprise it wasn’t exactly what I thought. For the first meeting together I was trying to get everyones focus on the task that we needed to deal with but everyone was out of it. I would contently try and try to get everyones attention. I don’t know whether he was doing it as a joke or if he was actually being serious, but he looked up at me and said “Don’t worry, I’m listening.” KIDS I am not making this stuff up. So I laughed and continued with trying to lead. Theses little things in the beginning I didn’t quite think about, until I my heart started to beat in an unusual way.
So the next week when we were trying to design a t-shirt for our group name (Team Flawless, at that time), I would as everyone if they were okay with the design. I wasn’t the only leader or older person other than this guy, we had 2 other girls in my age. They were also trying to lead the group too. So one of the girls asked the group whether it would be okay if we had “Flawless” written on our shirts. I recognized how he was being a bit passive about the subject, which is unusual because usually he is very energetic about anything. So as we were asking everyone i turned over to him and asked, but he just smiled and shrugged. I knew he was just trying to be nice about, but I knew he didn’t like the idea of the shirts. I genuinely felt bad, because I really hate it when you exclude anyone on anything, also I wanted to have everyones ideas involved with the project. So we eventually found a different idea for our group which everyone liked.
(Next Part, The Banner.)
Sorry realized that it is super late, so I’ll make this into a series. (A series I would probably forget about and not finish, but if thinks keep happening maybe I will write) Don’t worry this is just the lead up to everything. Just wait. 🙂